Okay so to start off with i just want to write this little blog to the fans of One Direction. I know how exactly each one of you must be feeling right now. Because trust me i feel the same. I'm a senior in high school and when i first started off listening to one direction i was freshman. that's a long time if you ask me. my teenage years involved me obsessing over them. I am 18 years old and when i heard the worst news possible i sobbed in my bed for hours.
One of the most sweetest guys in the group left due to unhappiness. and i am speechless. Do you guys ever think about how much we hurt zayn. Posting pictures of him and that girl was enough for him to break all our hearts. when he left the tour so suddenly i freaked out. Next thing you know the morning of March 25, 2015 i woke up to messages from friends confirming that he is really gone. That feeling felt like my heart was ripped out.
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Yeah maybe i am overreacting a little but i grew up listening to them. they were my first concert! and now that one of them is gone i don't know how i will survive. i thought to myself "is this worth crying for?" and the answer was yes! I cried all day that day. He will never know how we felt over the news but if he felt like it was time to leave and be happy then ok that's fine. but i honestly will never be ok that he let us down. he didn't fight hard for us. He lost a hard battle. Zayn Malik will always be remembered. i wish, we the fans had a proper goodbye. It's not the same without him. I just want a proper explanation and i know it's going to be a while.
